go away

Even though she has the right to go out with HER.
Even though she has the right to laugh with HER.
I feel hurt. Whatever she had done hurt me.
I may sound childish to be sad about this.
WE hated HER.
Now I guess I'm all alone. <'3
You say you're just pretending to befriend her.
So why even ask her out in the first place?
If you were to see me right now.
I have blood-shot eyes.
My hands are shaking.
The table has drops of water.
That's not water. That's tears.
I told myself not to cry. I told myself to stay strong. I told myself that i dont need you.
But I just can't hold it in anymore.
I feel.
BETRAYED.
You'll never understand this feeling ever.
I thought that you hated her too.
I thought wrong.
<'3