Fuck life.

Fuck life.
Why does life have to build that many obsticales to knock me down?!
When everything is gonna be alright, scumbag life would go ' Hey, you're gonna be okay with Kimi? What about Sally? Leonard? You told him about Kimi once. '
Ugh.
I hate everything.
Maybe I should just turn emo.
Then everything would be okay, no feelings. No fucking hurt.
I patched up with Kimi.
I guess.
I hope.
I missed her.
I was crying like mad.
And now all my tears are used up.
I want to cut.
But, my family?
My best friends?
Would they despise me if I cut?
I should not.
I'm not that bold.
I missed the old times.
When everything was okay.
When no one was there to cut us off.
I feel insecure.
I feel alone.
I wish everything would be okay.
I wish.
The morning was enjoyable.
So was the afternoon.
And tear shedding came at night.
No one would understand the shit I go through.